Livin' The Vida Life

Even thought it's a bit late for the greeting but still Selamat Hari Raya~!



Visit those family and cousins...

and friends of your's...

Put on a smile where ever you go...


On this celebration we all have been waiting for~

Finally! I'm back!. Okay, I know it's really off due and i was supposed to blog out right after the O'Level exam is..dare i say it...OVER! Woot Woot! and that was...exactly 2 weeks ago. I've been meaning to blog out since the last day but..blame it on Blogger or maybe the internet connection, they didn't allow me to blog. When i logged in, they logged me out. It feels like i've been exile from the site...oh that better NOT happen. I will kill em'.

The last exam experience was full of anxiety yet...the fear was not there for me..well at least it was there for Maths. But that fear that supposed to be hanging on to you in examination was not there with me. The fear that makes you study more and more and more. Instead, i seemed to treat it like a normal End Of Year exam, which in this case bad. As some people prepare for the exams by reading ahead a month before the exams begin, but the way i do it, if having the last minute touch ups.


I'll be honest with you readers, i'm not such of a bright student nor the top in the class, just the average willing to learn student. And revising ahead of time, doesn't do good for me. I mean it's like you revise the first day and you remember it for the whole week but when it comes to the last minute exams revisions you forget things and you have to start over again and the attempt may cause a skip in one of the topics. So the way i do it is to revise 2 days before or the night before on the hour before the exam. It's bad, i know. Though it pretty much helped me in the exams and went through it quite the way i want it to be (except Maths.. the struggle, it hurts), but i have to change the way i study to make sure that does NOT become a bad habit.


I tried many revision methods, eg. m-i-n-d-m-a-p-p-i-n-g (too much of a treasure hunt, the further i go in the further i get lost in the topic), flash cards ( i forget the previous after 5 cards), bright colours & illustrations to understand the topic ( it helped me but it depends on what subject) and P.N.U.M.O.N.I.C.S (That hardly works for me, trust me i've been trying to get it but with my Chemistry teacher..impossible..well not impossible just difficult).


I think it's best for me to stop right here about the past exams. As some people say,


"When you reminisce what was done, you will tend to regret it"-some people

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Wishes all of you a.....

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WOW!! 2010 already?!?!

OMIGAD!! I'M OLD! Ahahaha! but SERIOUSLY!! 2010!!

I mean how did i get from 1994 til 2010!! I mean, do the math... I'm old!, now i think i'm experiencing mid-teen crisis!! Pfft yeah mid-teen crisis, is that even a word? Wait, it is a word..but does it exsist?

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Look '09, i know there had been a lot of divorce news in your time, like Jon and Kate, but i just have to divorce you right now. I have found me a year that i hope to achieve my resolution (gonna post tomorrow) and go through the GCE'O Level examination with high hopes of a good future ahead. I'm looking foward for more suprises and challenges with 2010.

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So farewell '09.

Great times with were well spent, like meeting new friends in January. Friends such as Akhmal, Del, Ahmad etc.

AHAH! then the experience where everyone in the class failed Chemistry on the first assessment test.

Then F4S1 youtube account made, parodies, PaDa!, Hot or Cold and F4S1 Awards!

Then to the audition for the Charity Night which is stupidly cancled "oh so" suddenly.

And to our Maths and Class teachers kept changing to this to that until the principal has made his final decision.

And there was the Geological trip and recently the Tasek Lama hike.

Then Tarian Competition, tho we lost, we tried and hopefully this is it's a possible win, we just need the will of the students.

Oh and the Teacher's Day Celebration! The entrance for it was crazy! Tears for every speech and love and gratefulness for every word. Emotions filled that day.

Fun, Scary yet busy too..of course Izwan's B'day bash/ Halloween party is the class of F4S1 '09.

Then the scary movie marathon in the class after our E.O.Y exam ended.

Then the time Fatin has to leave for Dubai, miss her dearly all the way from the Adobe Of Peace!

And most memoriable and most recent, the 8th and 9th of December School Lock-In Camp 2009!

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See 09'? We had fun together, experience new things, went through pain, went through happiness. 09' We will miss you, but we have a life and we must move on...

Sorry, but go find yourself a Past. G'bye, will miss you and don't call back!

2010~ come here! Let the adventure begin!

-Second day of the camp, hiking time, well it was abit late for hiking i think we start around 9am. Visited the Stonehenge (obviously fake one). And then the hiking to gov't houses (i think i dunno what they call themselves)

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-It's a C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG! This is the night of the first day of camp. BONFIRE!!! (gawd that sounded rockin') FIRE! AHAHA! Gather around to roast those marshmellows. In a sticky situation? Just don't over roast those marshmellow, it'll melt through your long satay sticks and ends up in the fire and you got no more the mellow-y goodness!

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-Let them burn! keep the fire burning on the ground floor! Here's Ali (just knew him in camp, made a new friend! now we know what we're gonna talk about next year XD) throwing some wood to the bonfire, it was gonna die out soon, so revive it with wood!
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Wow! Ok i haven't updated for awhile now haven't i? Well for one reason i was busy with the School Lock-In Camp last week. About that....it seems that i can't upload the pictures yet, there's an error. Uhh really sorry, but when i do get it good and running i'll upload the pictures and created a story line..maybe =D



Let's see what we missed these days... oh yeah, i'm pratically sick now, well for a week already. Keep coughing when i sleep, urge to puke in the morning, H-uge! headache and ofcourse stuffy nose. The pattern doesn't changes, for the past years, all my worst fever happen in and ONLY in the month of December. Weird. Still not healing from it tho. *Sigh* friends make me happy =)


Revision pay-back, revising everyday now, Bio, English, Geography, Chemistry *sigh* i'm tired, just a few more days, then i'll dedicate the last few days before school to relaxation, gaming and shopping!!


I've got problems these few days, well yeah..i kinda feel people are avoiding me. *sigh* Kinda hurts tho. Well, Sorry if i've done ANYTHING wrong that make you mad at me. Sorry!


FaceBook seems dead, i'm notificationLESS now. Broke on notification.


I MISS MY FRIENDS BADLY!! I REALLY WANNA TALK TO THEM!!!!! so far this week those i've kept in touch with is Reena, Neena and Rahim. AHAAH they perk me up in my darkest time. Thanks you guys!! Lav you!!! miss you too!! So are the others! miss ya badly , very badly. Evidence: All my dreams for the past days involves all my friends, all of them. I don't wanna wake up from any of the dreams. Somehow i think i can recall my dreams from the past days. Mahn!! it's great! MISS YOU GUYS!


THE SWEETEST CONVO YET!!!! LOVE IT!! GAWD!!!!!! SO SWEET!!

Last day. It's the final. Everything seems to go in slow motion and in sepia mode. It's like I'm in a sort of antique movie, where only sad slow melody flows in the film,. Taking in everything to a long memory lane, cherishing every moment... *scratched dj mixer* Ok i went too over board there. Yes, today was the last school day of 2009.



I was afraid to wake up, i got that nervous feeling when i was sleeping. Wearing my uniform for the last time this year, every thing seemed to be in slow motion ~again~ like the way i wore my tudong, i tied it very slow, following the imaginated sad melody in my mind and following the antique view in my eyes.



So scared to take the last steps to the main gate, so scared to take the last temperature check-up, so scared to take the last steps on the stairs and of course so scared to walk in the classroom. I kept seeing a view of the first day in school, when we were not as close as now, everyone minded their own bussiness. New students sat quietly, waiting to be introduced and also waiting to be revealed few months later.



I can't believe it's been 11 months already. Memories from the begining til now flashes through my eyes when i see the now empty bare classroom back to the way it was position on the first day. Such good memories this year. The 11 months well spent seemed more like 7 months. Time flies, i know. I just hate it when Time takes the "jet plane" rather than the "ship cruise"


Anyway, i just wrote that because that's how i felt like when i was going to school. Today's also the Parents-Teacher Meeting (PTM) day. You know how it goes, parent goes to the teacher, teacher put comments on you and at the end of the day, it's either you get a punishment from your parents or a satisfied feeling that your whole year in class was not wasted to a bad comment. Mine turn out very well. And i'm satisfied enough. My 2009 resolution of being a good student in class and get good comments on PTM day is finally of the list.


As usual the first subject I always go to is English.



And so the first was Miss Chinn, English. Very good comments and very good advice, i think my mom and i spent about 20 minutes there, talking about me. And the usual comment was,


-" Yasmin has potential, she just have to find a way to get that potential and apply it"

-"I know she can do better, she did better in the previous tests but this went a little lower that expected, were you by any chance nervous?"

-"You have alot of ideas, you just don't know when to take those ideas and apply it in your work, like you essay writting, i notice you can get out of topic sometimes but all of you essays are interesting. But you have to stick with the topic"

-"But overall, i really enjoyed having Yasmin in my class, she contributes alot of her ideas and ask questions too"


That and it ended with a big smile =)




Next is Cgu Haziqah, Chemistry
And i got this


-" Uhhhh...Yaaaa...Yasmin right?"
-"I can see you improved you chemistry, you just have to work on the calculation, i know the whole class has a problem with that. But it makes a good pratice"
-"I can see Yasmin is mixing in with the right group, I always see her with the good students like Amanina and Akhmal and Iffah. She knows how to pick her friends well. That's a good thing, it means you have a challange with them too"
-"Uhhh I don't recommend anyone taking Chemistry for June, coz we won't have time to finish the syllubus, so it's better not, it will be just wasting money"




Next is Mr.Loh, previous and soon to be Chemistry and ex-Physics


-"I'll be giving SAP papers"
Sorry that's all i can remember from him AHAHAHA




Next is Cgu Siniah, Geography


-"Oh really kah, i'm her favourite teacher?"
-"The way we talk to each other atu macam friends so i can see there is not "Teacher Boundary" in the middle of our conversation during classes AHAAH"
-"We sometimes have macam commercial break so the students don't feel bored masa belajar atu. Coz we know students tend to have a limit when i comes to listening to the teachers, so we giving something to talk about in the middle of studies to make them feel awake then belajar lagi"
-"Next year, we'll be covering the human geography, atu we know it's really common sense, inda baca apa apa pun buleh dapat mark jua, tapi jangan jua inda baca langsung K?"
-"I recommend lah to take the June coz.. you see, they can experiece how it's like in an O'level, and if everyone takes June, i can advance the studies by next year to fit in for the June"




Next is Cgu Mahfuz aka Mr.SpongeBob, Physics


-"Oh so, you're........Yasmin. yes come sit down."
-" I see you have improved in you Physics. Kinda shock pulang tu coz it's what....first time kan pass. Awu, coz i what i heard from the other students ani pun is their first time pass their physics"
-"I was told by the students that before i was teaching them, everything was bad, i can see no homeworks were givien, that's why HEHEHE next year...mesti siapkan homework atu ah"
-"I'm really happy to have her in my class, very attentive and a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up"
-"Yes, hopefully, i'll still be teaching them and hopefuly til the O'level, coz my aim is to get them to have at least a C+ or a B, B+ for the O'levels"




Next Miss Marivic, Computer


-"Aaayoo, i thought you mother was you sister, almost the same ah"
-"Aaaya i don't what happen to Yasmin~heheehe sometime she got high marks then sometime got low"
-"She can do better lah, try again and try hard next year ah"



Next is Cgu Alifah, Malay


(This OMG!! I can't believe it!! HOW DID I GET 83 FOR MY MALAY?!?!?! IMPOSSIBLE!!! I WANNA SEE THE PAPERS!! it's my first time i got and 83 for malay, that an A!!!!!! I never thought i'll get that, how did i get that?? Really!!! HOW????? i thought i did bad in my malay, i thought i got a passing grade!! HOW?!?!?!) *not speech, coz i was still shock how i got that high!!!!!*



Next is Miss Kong, Biology


-"Oh Yasmin, yes, she's really have a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up."
-"She helps alot in class too, like Akhmal helping with the teacher" *oh miss kong why you have to say it like that?? AHAHA*
-"I'm really loved having Yasmin in my class, don't worry she's a good student"



And that's the end, I saw Mirza waiting for Akhmal to end his session, i was still with Mom, called him to come and i walk away and he met my mom, AHAHA
" Hi, and you are?" -Mom
"I'm Mirza" -Mirza
"Oh, hi Mirza, nice to meet you then"- Mom


Ok how awkward is that???? AHAH i purposely left him coz i wanna see how he reacts AHAH how mean of me. Then lastly our group, Akhmal, Mirza, Ahmad and me, went from teacher to teacher. And even the principal, ZOIKS!!!! i know rite~ we! The students! meeting the pricipal on a PTM day! kinda out of autorization isn't it AHAHA


Last day and i'm happy to say that, i've spent it well with the Besties i need, gave the last Hi-5 to Mirza, looking at the class one last time picturing it like it was on the first day of school, all crowded and noisy....then that scene slowly fades away to reveal the quiet empty classroom as it is left now, walked the last distance to the main gate and said last school "bye bye" before going to the car. It's like you're leaving your home and you family behind. Kinda heart-break for me, coz i hate goodbyes and last days. But don't worry, i had in mind i'll meet them up again, no matter what =D <3>

SMILES AND LAUGHTER ON THE DAY 103~

Today's Yasir's birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY YASIR!! AND MAY ALLAH BLESS U WHERE EVER AND WHEN EVER!! So we did'nt actually didn't celebrated but we did gave him a pwesent and i can see that he really likes it. That i'm so pleased. The pwesent is a DVD hahaha DARKER THAN BLACK. I kinda decide to buy that for him coz' he's been asking for money to buy it everyday. Hahaha now he has it as a pwesent. And the pwesent is wrapped in a pink ribbon (more about a ribbon..read a post yg ada title nya RIBBON) ah siok lah but i was moody early in the morning coz' sumthing sad reminds me of sumthing. (what is that sad reminder??.....look down.



SOBBERS AND CRIES

This afternoon i went emo coz Yasir told us (as in me and iffy) that he's leavin' school on this saturday and NOT next saturday to enrole another school which is SMJA. We were shocked coz we were planning to spend more time with him and now we only have 3 DAYS with him (mann what is this wet thing rolling down my cheeks? Gosh!! I'm seriously crying!!) actually we tried to control our "taps" but iffy started to cry and turn her back to Yasir. Well i knew that she would do that and i have the feeling to cry too but i kept my machoness for awhile (do girls have machoness??) and then Yasir replayed back all the memories from form 1 till now which i guess made him tear up a tiny winy bit. I can see that coz his nose was red and his eyes were watery. I laughed fakely just to make it cheery. Then Yasir wanted to leave a "will" behind, well when he went to make the "will" ....i cried (yeah i dnt think girls have machoness). Coz' all the fun memories with Yasir flashed through my mind ( and iffy went back in from the window coz she went outside to cry out awhile) ARGH i made me cry more and made my eye swollen. And every time Yasir turn back to look at us..i quickly wipe off my tears yet...i cried again when he was'nt looking hahaha it's pretty much ovious that i cried. It was almost two and time for Bio. We got out of the class and me and iffy were abit moody and we went to the au d' toilett and cried more. We gathered our strength and went outside like nothing happened.



Tho. The memories is still in my head ARGH!!
What the hell is this wet thing on my face again?!?