Livin' The Vida Life

Lyrics:

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million home supplies
Appeared and taught me how to live

I test out every bed
Look! I'm on a movie set
You'd think me straight
I just can't help but frolic

I like to make myself believe
That I could die here happy
Everything I'd ever need is right in front of me
I think there's something wrong with this TV
Nap time..

I take a thousand steps
When do these arrows end
Either Deja Vu or I've been here before

These employees are jerks
And there arrows don't freaking work
Because if they did I wouldn't be asking you
How to get out of here!!

I like to make myself believe
These magic arrows help me
With every step I'm lost again
My legs can't walk no more
I don't think they have an exit door
How is this a lamp?!?

I find it kind of hard to believe
That there's a food court right next to me
If i never left how did I get here
I think I saw this in the Twilight Zone once
Nobody inside made it out!
What are you looking at?!

My points of latitude and longitude are
30 north 100 west
I'll be on the couch that's on your left

I like to make myself believe
That somebody will save me

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AHAHAHHA this parody song of Firefly by Owl City couldn't get any better! AHHAH IKEA! So true, arrows ARE confusing but it's so much fun to get lost in there AHAH

There! The trailer. I know it's longer than any other trailer...well, that's because it's a 3 hours duration for that movie...but seriously. I highly recommend anyone to watch this, at least try!

IT'S WORTH EVERY PENNY AND TIME!!

bored at home, want to kill time on sleeping?

Activate your brain to 3 hrs of great effects! It's so worth it!

Overall, i'm giving this a 5/5 stars! Full and i'm not being bias. Storyline was good, a hint of common sense into it rather than just full friction. Effects, yet again GREAT! what else you want me to express how good this movie was?

Watch it!

-Second day of the camp, hiking time, well it was abit late for hiking i think we start around 9am. Visited the Stonehenge (obviously fake one). And then the hiking to gov't houses (i think i dunno what they call themselves)

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-It's a C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG! This is the night of the first day of camp. BONFIRE!!! (gawd that sounded rockin') FIRE! AHAHA! Gather around to roast those marshmellows. In a sticky situation? Just don't over roast those marshmellow, it'll melt through your long satay sticks and ends up in the fire and you got no more the mellow-y goodness!

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-Let them burn! keep the fire burning on the ground floor! Here's Ali (just knew him in camp, made a new friend! now we know what we're gonna talk about next year XD) throwing some wood to the bonfire, it was gonna die out soon, so revive it with wood!
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Wow! Ok i haven't updated for awhile now haven't i? Well for one reason i was busy with the School Lock-In Camp last week. About that....it seems that i can't upload the pictures yet, there's an error. Uhh really sorry, but when i do get it good and running i'll upload the pictures and created a story line..maybe =D



Let's see what we missed these days... oh yeah, i'm pratically sick now, well for a week already. Keep coughing when i sleep, urge to puke in the morning, H-uge! headache and ofcourse stuffy nose. The pattern doesn't changes, for the past years, all my worst fever happen in and ONLY in the month of December. Weird. Still not healing from it tho. *Sigh* friends make me happy =)


Revision pay-back, revising everyday now, Bio, English, Geography, Chemistry *sigh* i'm tired, just a few more days, then i'll dedicate the last few days before school to relaxation, gaming and shopping!!


I've got problems these few days, well yeah..i kinda feel people are avoiding me. *sigh* Kinda hurts tho. Well, Sorry if i've done ANYTHING wrong that make you mad at me. Sorry!


FaceBook seems dead, i'm notificationLESS now. Broke on notification.


I MISS MY FRIENDS BADLY!! I REALLY WANNA TALK TO THEM!!!!! so far this week those i've kept in touch with is Reena, Neena and Rahim. AHAAH they perk me up in my darkest time. Thanks you guys!! Lav you!!! miss you too!! So are the others! miss ya badly , very badly. Evidence: All my dreams for the past days involves all my friends, all of them. I don't wanna wake up from any of the dreams. Somehow i think i can recall my dreams from the past days. Mahn!! it's great! MISS YOU GUYS!


THE SWEETEST CONVO YET!!!! LOVE IT!! GAWD!!!!!! SO SWEET!!

The title says all. These past few days i've been in no mood at all, nothing cheers me up. After when i heard the news. I was frustrated, confused and most of all miserable. I can't sleep well, dreams were just re-runs of the fun days i had. I have this nervous feeling as the days passed. I feel like i know what's going to happen and i won't like it very much. But my friends say go with the flow...i tried.



Unfortunately the frustration is still there every time i think just a hint of it. The frustration became bigger. Yes, i can tell you, i was mad with somebody, mad for a reason i don't understand. I don't want to tell that person why i was mad, it's just a waste of time and things can be bad for our friendship. I got it out of my way for awhile. Del helped but it didn't last long. That frustartion was still in my heart, i posted out on Twitter that i want this frustration to be gone before the school camp on the 8th.



The thing that kept me happy for awhile and just stop thinking about the problem. It's

Last day. It's the final. Everything seems to go in slow motion and in sepia mode. It's like I'm in a sort of antique movie, where only sad slow melody flows in the film,. Taking in everything to a long memory lane, cherishing every moment... *scratched dj mixer* Ok i went too over board there. Yes, today was the last school day of 2009.



I was afraid to wake up, i got that nervous feeling when i was sleeping. Wearing my uniform for the last time this year, every thing seemed to be in slow motion ~again~ like the way i wore my tudong, i tied it very slow, following the imaginated sad melody in my mind and following the antique view in my eyes.



So scared to take the last steps to the main gate, so scared to take the last temperature check-up, so scared to take the last steps on the stairs and of course so scared to walk in the classroom. I kept seeing a view of the first day in school, when we were not as close as now, everyone minded their own bussiness. New students sat quietly, waiting to be introduced and also waiting to be revealed few months later.



I can't believe it's been 11 months already. Memories from the begining til now flashes through my eyes when i see the now empty bare classroom back to the way it was position on the first day. Such good memories this year. The 11 months well spent seemed more like 7 months. Time flies, i know. I just hate it when Time takes the "jet plane" rather than the "ship cruise"


Anyway, i just wrote that because that's how i felt like when i was going to school. Today's also the Parents-Teacher Meeting (PTM) day. You know how it goes, parent goes to the teacher, teacher put comments on you and at the end of the day, it's either you get a punishment from your parents or a satisfied feeling that your whole year in class was not wasted to a bad comment. Mine turn out very well. And i'm satisfied enough. My 2009 resolution of being a good student in class and get good comments on PTM day is finally of the list.


As usual the first subject I always go to is English.



And so the first was Miss Chinn, English. Very good comments and very good advice, i think my mom and i spent about 20 minutes there, talking about me. And the usual comment was,


-" Yasmin has potential, she just have to find a way to get that potential and apply it"

-"I know she can do better, she did better in the previous tests but this went a little lower that expected, were you by any chance nervous?"

-"You have alot of ideas, you just don't know when to take those ideas and apply it in your work, like you essay writting, i notice you can get out of topic sometimes but all of you essays are interesting. But you have to stick with the topic"

-"But overall, i really enjoyed having Yasmin in my class, she contributes alot of her ideas and ask questions too"


That and it ended with a big smile =)




Next is Cgu Haziqah, Chemistry
And i got this


-" Uhhhh...Yaaaa...Yasmin right?"
-"I can see you improved you chemistry, you just have to work on the calculation, i know the whole class has a problem with that. But it makes a good pratice"
-"I can see Yasmin is mixing in with the right group, I always see her with the good students like Amanina and Akhmal and Iffah. She knows how to pick her friends well. That's a good thing, it means you have a challange with them too"
-"Uhhh I don't recommend anyone taking Chemistry for June, coz we won't have time to finish the syllubus, so it's better not, it will be just wasting money"




Next is Mr.Loh, previous and soon to be Chemistry and ex-Physics


-"I'll be giving SAP papers"
Sorry that's all i can remember from him AHAHAHA




Next is Cgu Siniah, Geography


-"Oh really kah, i'm her favourite teacher?"
-"The way we talk to each other atu macam friends so i can see there is not "Teacher Boundary" in the middle of our conversation during classes AHAAH"
-"We sometimes have macam commercial break so the students don't feel bored masa belajar atu. Coz we know students tend to have a limit when i comes to listening to the teachers, so we giving something to talk about in the middle of studies to make them feel awake then belajar lagi"
-"Next year, we'll be covering the human geography, atu we know it's really common sense, inda baca apa apa pun buleh dapat mark jua, tapi jangan jua inda baca langsung K?"
-"I recommend lah to take the June coz.. you see, they can experiece how it's like in an O'level, and if everyone takes June, i can advance the studies by next year to fit in for the June"




Next is Cgu Mahfuz aka Mr.SpongeBob, Physics


-"Oh so, you're........Yasmin. yes come sit down."
-" I see you have improved in you Physics. Kinda shock pulang tu coz it's what....first time kan pass. Awu, coz i what i heard from the other students ani pun is their first time pass their physics"
-"I was told by the students that before i was teaching them, everything was bad, i can see no homeworks were givien, that's why HEHEHE next year...mesti siapkan homework atu ah"
-"I'm really happy to have her in my class, very attentive and a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up"
-"Yes, hopefully, i'll still be teaching them and hopefuly til the O'level, coz my aim is to get them to have at least a C+ or a B, B+ for the O'levels"




Next Miss Marivic, Computer


-"Aaayoo, i thought you mother was you sister, almost the same ah"
-"Aaaya i don't what happen to Yasmin~heheehe sometime she got high marks then sometime got low"
-"She can do better lah, try again and try hard next year ah"



Next is Cgu Alifah, Malay


(This OMG!! I can't believe it!! HOW DID I GET 83 FOR MY MALAY?!?!?! IMPOSSIBLE!!! I WANNA SEE THE PAPERS!! it's my first time i got and 83 for malay, that an A!!!!!! I never thought i'll get that, how did i get that?? Really!!! HOW????? i thought i did bad in my malay, i thought i got a passing grade!! HOW?!?!?!) *not speech, coz i was still shock how i got that high!!!!!*



Next is Miss Kong, Biology


-"Oh Yasmin, yes, she's really have a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up."
-"She helps alot in class too, like Akhmal helping with the teacher" *oh miss kong why you have to say it like that?? AHAHA*
-"I'm really loved having Yasmin in my class, don't worry she's a good student"



And that's the end, I saw Mirza waiting for Akhmal to end his session, i was still with Mom, called him to come and i walk away and he met my mom, AHAHA
" Hi, and you are?" -Mom
"I'm Mirza" -Mirza
"Oh, hi Mirza, nice to meet you then"- Mom


Ok how awkward is that???? AHAH i purposely left him coz i wanna see how he reacts AHAH how mean of me. Then lastly our group, Akhmal, Mirza, Ahmad and me, went from teacher to teacher. And even the principal, ZOIKS!!!! i know rite~ we! The students! meeting the pricipal on a PTM day! kinda out of autorization isn't it AHAHA


Last day and i'm happy to say that, i've spent it well with the Besties i need, gave the last Hi-5 to Mirza, looking at the class one last time picturing it like it was on the first day of school, all crowded and noisy....then that scene slowly fades away to reveal the quiet empty classroom as it is left now, walked the last distance to the main gate and said last school "bye bye" before going to the car. It's like you're leaving your home and you family behind. Kinda heart-break for me, coz i hate goodbyes and last days. But don't worry, i had in mind i'll meet them up again, no matter what =D <3>

Didn't the video says all?? WOW ending the show. Now we have to depend on Ellen D for advice!

Ok i know i sound really desperate here, but it's really NOT what you think it is. I'm just saying that "Be my partner" thing just to get your attention. So did it get your attention? Maybe not, but i'm being serious here.


Just watched the re-run of The Amazing Race! And it was amazingly so good to watch!! Love it so much. But, i need to be abouv 18 years of age and a partner to go with me. That's the problem, i need a partner. If i ever get a chance to join the Amazing Race some day, i will surely join!


Though, i noticed that there seems to be no more of The Amazing Race Asia. Were they cut off?? I really thought if that series went on for let's say about 6 years more, i'll be able to audition for it.


I don't mind the money, but i really like the experience and adventure they have while racing. Like going places such as Dubai, Hong Kong, Japan =D , Italy and some other countries!


So anyone interested AHAHA but i'm abit picky from here...that person must or can be

Fine, just a brief one, coz i'm tired now...i kinda hate being tired but i find sleeping very fun...well that is, if you have a nice dream.
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Ok, it was like the usual ceremony that the school been giving for years now. Same guy doing the "GONG!!" and the same person giving the long speech. But this year the prizes aren't the same as last years. It change to trophies. Last year's were pens. But the trophies wording were clearly backwards. It didn't follow the cutting of the trophies. Tho, the school is still on a budget....


....Really, how can that be?? 200++ students, $300 per month, 12 months. Be the math geek here..it all adds up to be about $ 3,600 per student a year. How did they lose that much money? it's always a mystery in my head and i've been trying to figure it out for 3 years, with fail.

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Anyway, since the F4S1's followed the choir group, we had to go up on the stage and sing the National Anthem and of course the School song, it was a sudden nervousness that striked me when i saw parents laying their eyes on the stage. Screw that, we just went on. Then the prize giving was on. Mann, i think i lowered my level this year, i only got 2 prizes, tho i'm happy enough for it, but i wanna more. So this is gonna be in my 2010 new years resolution:-

Ok, i know it's been sometime since i posted out something. I'm still tired and waaay sleepy from the teacher's day celebration we held in school 2 days ago....i know, i didn't post the event out for two days.

Sorry, but i'm just tired and sleepy and tomorrow we're gonna have another event an Award Ceremony. That, i might talk about that tomorrow. For now, it's the event that took place 2 days ago.



Days before:

So let's see, that day was Wednesday, Oh yeah just to let you know we were told to arrange it at a very last minute..well they told us on Monday, so yeah Akhmal thought about a St.Trinian's inspired drama. And so we were on it..well he was on it first AHAHA excited much, despite of his other duties like the MC, tarian and now the drama. tsk tsk tsk, but he likes it and i can't change that.


It didn't took long for the script to be made and soon the whole drama, though things changes, from characters to names to action. But believe it or not, the whole drama was made under 2 days and thanks to who else the celebrity in the making Akhmal Aiman. Ok so drama was done, the there was tarian, we nailed the pratice..so that's off...

Now the day before the celebration, spent the whole day and mostly afternoon on the drama, then we were an information that we can use the multipurpose hall ONLY from 5.30 (which is oviously my time) til 8, but i got the permission to stay just cause~...


Let's see who stayed..me, Akhmal, Neesa, Del, Aisya and Seri...wait, is that all? fine...that's all from our class. We saw the stage was covered with props means very less space...our plans suddenly changed for tarian and of course our drama. We have to minimized it, then we helped with the decoration and went home, all tired and nervous.


The Day Itself:



The day came, woke up early got into my baju kurung and black tudong. Gawd!! Were we busy that day, so busy that i became worried for everyone else. Well, firstly we, the F4S1 girls that joined the tarian had to wear the costume as soon we arrived at the hall. Very traditional so were the guys.


AHAHhAH we're really bad in our school song, the lyrics kept repeating and rhyming that we almost forgot the lyrics. Bust that thing, we were hoping for an English school song. Then our tarian, mann were we rushing, especially Akhmal, he got to get between each show just cause he's the MC, he likes it.


I for gotten something that should never be forgotten! AHAHA the MCs aka Akhmal & Afiqah's entrance!! OMCGEE!!! AHHAAHHA we will never forget that moment AHAHA they were so wild!! Wild voices, wild struts, and even wild poses! HAHAH WORK IT MAL!!


Ok...between shows, yeah Akhmal has to rush for the tarian, we nailed it but it was so hard dealing with the space. Then lastly for F4S1 is the drama. It's about a bad reputation school trying to earn $20000 to pay the bank or else their school willbe closed down due to bankruptcy (sp?)


So actually all the F4S1 were involved even the Kosovo siblings (yes just realize they're not from Russia AHAHA sorry) The stage setting before the drama was so hectic! very hectic! Whenthe curtains closed we can't see anything, bumping here and there, looking for the microphone, uuhhhhh uber hectic. But over all the drama went so well, proud of everybody here!! WOOOHOOO!!


Then the rest of the celebration lead to Akhmal to do his job. The speeches were so touching, tho i really wanted to give a speech to Mr. Jackson eventho he's not teaching us, but he was taken before i got there. Anyway, tears roll down many cheeks.


At the end i didn't get to stay longer to give salam to the teachers and see the cake and photo taking. I missed the best part of the Teacher's Day celebration. I envy those who got to stay longer. Next year's gonna be our turn and i'm sure i'm gonna stay til the end! I don't wanna miss the last year of school without being grateful to the teachers.


Anyway that's about it, sorry no colours, due to massive amount of words to choose from AHAH so enjoy what i have now and tomorrow i'll update on the Award Ceremony....OH btw~ Movie afternoon for 2012 @ The Mall. Movie starts at 2, be there 30 mins before guys and gals!

This happened yesterday, sorry couldn't update yesterday, because i was not in a mood at all and blogger keeps failing on me. Screw it then. Anyway just got the pictures from Akhmal, hot from Facebook, well..i don't think it's hot anymore. Anyway, yesterday we had a school trip to Tasek Lama .


It wasn't actually planned for us but we begged? Actually we asked, and the teacher said we can go. Except, yesterday, it wasn't fully confirmed...but heck we had to go coz we were in the attire already AHAH no more turning back! 2 buses, big and small. Huuuuuu the seperate us some much. Other classes were bringing lots *i mean ALOT* of things, i was wondering wether it's a hiking trip or a picnic festival?


Meh, there we're foods selling there. Just bring money, they're light and doesn't take much space. So yeay, i finally get to experience a life; if i were in an all girls school going on a school trip in 1 bus. And....i don't like it at all =.='.

Mohammad & Saiful, nice black, they were so active that time AHAH

They're all on the first bridge!! without me!! HAAHAH nice shot

YAY! Finally, i watched it, i watched The Devil Wears Prada! Yay! and i wanna watch it again~ Akhmal~~ bring it again~ AHAHAH wow you really did changed me. That movie was fun! I wanna watch it again and again and again....not too much tho, coz that's your thang.


Wow~! I can't believe i watched it and enjoyed it....that's just isn't me at all. Maybe it's because i like the way they rushed around


Let's see, today i passed my English which i was dying to know for a whole week. I know passed, a 59 or was is a 56?? I didn't do well for my composition because i wrote to much on one scene, i'm happy with my comprehension and oral. Now all i have to work on is the composition.. YES!!!


And today i learnt that the game of chess is kinda a racist game, no matter how you play it AHAHA chess; it's fun....joining the club next year???


....nah, i better concentrate on something i'm not familiar with, like:-

*Woodshop (Ooo i'll love that! I know it's more of a guy thing..oh well, that's just me),
*F&N (Gotta have that!),
*Robotics (I will always love that! I love handling with gagets!),
*Art (Yes! I MISS IT SO MUCH! last few years, the art i took wasn't as good as now, since it's a different teacher)
*Music (I really wanna learn how to strum the guitar)



Oh well, that's all i can give now, really tired suddenly, gonna have my Z's soon. =)

Seriously, i'm rating this a 5 stars for a documentary movie. NOT because i'm a fan of MJ, it's because this documentary brings back memories to when i first listens to his music, i still remember the first song i heard for Michael Jackson was Billie Jean and next was Smooth Criminal.

And so i might say, it's highly recommended to watch even those who are not fans, just watch it, MJ was really soft and quiet in the documentary, his dance moves were incredible so as his voice.

R.I.P Michael Jackson <3

This is what i can't believe. The girl i purposely left in luggage that i purposely lost in Singapore, came back!! I dunno how!

Hey~! Ok Pretty busy during afternoons and nights now, i've got this thing called "Tarian", it's some sort of a traditional dance, and our school is joining a competition. And we started praticing just now afternoon, coz~ the competition starts on the 9 th November? or was it 8th November? Nahhh~! It's one of them.

So we pratice the basics first, we learnt alot today, many steps. But it was ok, just the hand movements that made the steps more confusing! Ahh~ nevermind that, so when i said i'm gonna be busy during afternoons and night is because of this pratice. So the "Travel Life; Japan Edition" has to wait a while to complete the whole series, i might just post some of them on Fridays and Sundays. That's the WOH!


Believe it or not! I just passed my Physics exam!!! YAY!!!!!!! I can't believe i passed!! I can't believe it!

I mean when i was waiting for my name to be called, i was like " Mann, it's gonna be another fail"
But, i waited for my name to be called, it was a bit longer than i thought, i usually think that the first few people that the teacher calls, kinda get the low low waaay low marks, the teacher put those kind of papers first, so~ i had a feeling that, Hey! Did i just passed?!?!...........waiting felt like hours, FINALLY! i was called, so scared to look, Teacher Mahfuz gave me a look that i did something bad, or should i just call it an expressionless face to me. For a second, i said in my mind "Damn girl, you failed" but then,..... mann was i happy! I passed! I passed! Whoohoooo i passed!! Well that was just the Paper 1 of Physics.

I waited for the second paper...waited..Oooo it happened the same way, i was called longer than expected! Can it be? Then, i got called. As i walked to the teachers desk, i was trying to find some sort of facial expression wether i did something good, yet Teacher Mahfuz knows how to keep a calm face. When i got the paper from teacher he said " Well done, You passed."

In my mind i said "YES!!! YES!! ANOTHER PASS!! OMG THIS IS THE FIRST TIME!!!! YAY!!!!!!!" though my "always got confused with " fake twin always got jus a few marks higher than me. Mann~ AHAH..now i'm just waiting for the paper 3 which i know there's alot of careless mistakes.


Damn!!! I almost passed my Chemistry too today, just 1 mark. JUST 1 MARK TO PASS!!! i wanted that 1 mark so bad. I counted the overall of all the 3 papers for Chemistry is was 49.35

WHAT?!?! it was sooooooooooooooo close~! i tried to pursuade teacher to give just 1 mark~ just 1. But thinking i think that's the best i can do for now, i mean if Mr. Loh is still teaching us now for Chemistry and Physics, mann~ not a chance of passing AT ALL!

so this actually, kinda proves that somehow Mr.Loh is not teaching us the right thing. I just hope that Mr. Mahfuz and Teacher Haziqah will stay with us til next year, they are like so the right teacher for us now and also the right teacher to teach us for the O' Levels.