Last day. It's the final. Everything seems to go in slow motion and in sepia mode. It's like I'm in a sort of antique movie, where only sad slow melody flows in the film,. Taking in everything to a long memory lane, cherishing every moment... *scratched dj mixer* Ok i went too over board there. Yes, today was the last school day of 2009.
I was afraid to wake up, i got that nervous feeling when i was sleeping. Wearing my uniform for the last time this year, every thing seemed to be in slow motion ~again~ like the way i wore my tudong, i tied it very slow, following the imaginated sad melody in my mind and following the antique view in my eyes.
So scared to take the last steps to the main gate, so scared to take the last temperature check-up, so scared to take the last steps on the stairs and of course so scared to walk in the classroom. I kept seeing a view of the first day in school, when we were not as close as now, everyone minded their own bussiness. New students sat quietly, waiting to be introduced and also waiting to be revealed few months later.
I can't believe it's been 11 months already. Memories from the begining til now flashes through my eyes when i see the now empty bare classroom back to the way it was position on the first day. Such good memories this year. The 11 months well spent seemed more like 7 months. Time flies, i know. I just hate it when Time takes the "jet plane" rather than the "ship cruise"
Anyway, i just wrote that because that's how i felt like when i was going to school. Today's also the Parents-Teacher Meeting (PTM) day. You know how it goes, parent goes to the teacher, teacher put comments on you and at the end of the day, it's either you get a punishment from your parents or a satisfied feeling that your whole year in class was not wasted to a bad comment. Mine turn out very well. And i'm satisfied enough. My 2009 resolution of being a good student in class and get good comments on PTM day is finally of the list.
As usual the first subject I always go to is English.
And so the first was Miss Chinn, English. Very good comments and very good advice, i think my mom and i spent about 20 minutes there, talking about me. And the usual comment was,
-" Yasmin has potential, she just have to find a way to get that potential and apply it"
-"I know she can do better, she did better in the previous tests but this went a little lower that expected, were you by any chance nervous?"
-"You have alot of ideas, you just don't know when to take those ideas and apply it in your work, like you essay writting, i notice you can get out of topic sometimes but all of you essays are interesting. But you have to stick with the topic"
-"But overall, i really enjoyed having Yasmin in my class, she contributes alot of her ideas and ask questions too"
That and it ended with a big smile =)
Next is Cgu Haziqah, Chemistry
And i got this
-" Uhhhh...Yaaaa...Yasmin right?"
-"I can see you improved you chemistry, you just have to work on the calculation, i know the whole class has a problem with that. But it makes a good pratice"
-"I can see Yasmin is mixing in with the right group, I always see her with the good students like Amanina and Akhmal and Iffah. She knows how to pick her friends well. That's a good thing, it means you have a challange with them too"
-"Uhhh I don't recommend anyone taking Chemistry for June, coz we won't have time to finish the syllubus, so it's better not, it will be just wasting money"
Next is Mr.Loh, previous and soon to be Chemistry and ex-Physics
-"I'll be giving SAP papers"
Sorry that's all i can remember from him AHAHAHA
Next is Cgu Siniah, Geography
-"Oh really kah, i'm her favourite teacher?"
-"The way we talk to each other atu macam friends so i can see there is not "Teacher Boundary" in the middle of our conversation during classes AHAAH"
-"We sometimes have macam commercial break so the students don't feel bored masa belajar atu. Coz we know students tend to have a limit when i comes to listening to the teachers, so we giving something to talk about in the middle of studies to make them feel awake then belajar lagi"
-"Next year, we'll be covering the human geography, atu we know it's really common sense, inda baca apa apa pun buleh dapat mark jua, tapi jangan jua inda baca langsung K?"
-"I recommend lah to take the June coz.. you see, they can experiece how it's like in an O'level, and if everyone takes June, i can advance the studies by next year to fit in for the June"
Next is Cgu Mahfuz aka Mr.SpongeBob, Physics
-"Oh so, you're........Yasmin. yes come sit down."
-" I see you have improved in you Physics. Kinda shock pulang tu coz it's what....first time kan pass. Awu, coz i what i heard from the other students ani pun is their first time pass their physics"
-"I was told by the students that before i was teaching them, everything was bad, i can see no homeworks were givien, that's why HEHEHE next year...mesti siapkan homework atu ah"
-"I'm really happy to have her in my class, very attentive and a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up"
-"Yes, hopefully, i'll still be teaching them and hopefuly til the O'level, coz my aim is to get them to have at least a C+ or a B, B+ for the O'levels"
Next Miss Marivic, Computer
-"Aaayoo, i thought you mother was you sister, almost the same ah"
-"Aaaya i don't what happen to Yasmin~heheehe sometime she got high marks then sometime got low"
-"She can do better lah, try again and try hard next year ah"
Next is Cgu Alifah, Malay
(This OMG!! I can't believe it!! HOW DID I GET 83 FOR MY MALAY?!?!?! IMPOSSIBLE!!! I WANNA SEE THE PAPERS!! it's my first time i got and 83 for malay, that an A!!!!!! I never thought i'll get that, how did i get that?? Really!!! HOW????? i thought i did bad in my malay, i thought i got a passing grade!! HOW?!?!?!) *not speech, coz i was still shock how i got that high!!!!!*
Next is Miss Kong, Biology
-"Oh Yasmin, yes, she's really have a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up."
-"She helps alot in class too, like Akhmal helping with the teacher" *oh miss kong why you have to say it like that?? AHAHA*
-"I'm really loved having Yasmin in my class, don't worry she's a good student"
And that's the end, I saw Mirza waiting for Akhmal to end his session, i was still with Mom, called him to come and i walk away and he met my mom, AHAHA
" Hi, and you are?" -Mom
"I'm Mirza" -Mirza
"Oh, hi Mirza, nice to meet you then"- Mom
Ok how awkward is that???? AHAH i purposely left him coz i wanna see how he reacts AHAH how mean of me. Then lastly our group, Akhmal, Mirza, Ahmad and me, went from teacher to teacher. And even the principal, ZOIKS!!!! i know rite~ we! The students! meeting the pricipal on a PTM day! kinda out of autorization isn't it AHAHA
Last day and i'm happy to say that, i've spent it well with the Besties i need, gave the last Hi-5 to Mirza, looking at the class one last time picturing it like it was on the first day of school, all crowded and noisy....then that scene slowly fades away to reveal the quiet empty classroom as it is left now, walked the last distance to the main gate and said last school "bye bye" before going to the car. It's like you're leaving your home and you family behind. Kinda heart-break for me, coz i hate goodbyes and last days. But don't worry, i had in mind i'll meet them up again, no matter what =D <3>
I was afraid to wake up, i got that nervous feeling when i was sleeping. Wearing my uniform for the last time this year, every thing seemed to be in slow motion ~again~ like the way i wore my tudong, i tied it very slow, following the imaginated sad melody in my mind and following the antique view in my eyes.
So scared to take the last steps to the main gate, so scared to take the last temperature check-up, so scared to take the last steps on the stairs and of course so scared to walk in the classroom. I kept seeing a view of the first day in school, when we were not as close as now, everyone minded their own bussiness. New students sat quietly, waiting to be introduced and also waiting to be revealed few months later.
I can't believe it's been 11 months already. Memories from the begining til now flashes through my eyes when i see the now empty bare classroom back to the way it was position on the first day. Such good memories this year. The 11 months well spent seemed more like 7 months. Time flies, i know. I just hate it when Time takes the "jet plane" rather than the "ship cruise"
Anyway, i just wrote that because that's how i felt like when i was going to school. Today's also the Parents-Teacher Meeting (PTM) day. You know how it goes, parent goes to the teacher, teacher put comments on you and at the end of the day, it's either you get a punishment from your parents or a satisfied feeling that your whole year in class was not wasted to a bad comment. Mine turn out very well. And i'm satisfied enough. My 2009 resolution of being a good student in class and get good comments on PTM day is finally of the list.
As usual the first subject I always go to is English.
And so the first was Miss Chinn, English. Very good comments and very good advice, i think my mom and i spent about 20 minutes there, talking about me. And the usual comment was,
-" Yasmin has potential, she just have to find a way to get that potential and apply it"
-"I know she can do better, she did better in the previous tests but this went a little lower that expected, were you by any chance nervous?"
-"You have alot of ideas, you just don't know when to take those ideas and apply it in your work, like you essay writting, i notice you can get out of topic sometimes but all of you essays are interesting. But you have to stick with the topic"
-"But overall, i really enjoyed having Yasmin in my class, she contributes alot of her ideas and ask questions too"
That and it ended with a big smile =)
Next is Cgu Haziqah, Chemistry
And i got this
-" Uhhhh...Yaaaa...Yasmin right?"
-"I can see you improved you chemistry, you just have to work on the calculation, i know the whole class has a problem with that. But it makes a good pratice"
-"I can see Yasmin is mixing in with the right group, I always see her with the good students like Amanina and Akhmal and Iffah. She knows how to pick her friends well. That's a good thing, it means you have a challange with them too"
-"Uhhh I don't recommend anyone taking Chemistry for June, coz we won't have time to finish the syllubus, so it's better not, it will be just wasting money"
Next is Mr.Loh, previous and soon to be Chemistry and ex-Physics
-"I'll be giving SAP papers"
Sorry that's all i can remember from him AHAHAHA
Next is Cgu Siniah, Geography
-"Oh really kah, i'm her favourite teacher?"
-"The way we talk to each other atu macam friends so i can see there is not "Teacher Boundary" in the middle of our conversation during classes AHAAH"
-"We sometimes have macam commercial break so the students don't feel bored masa belajar atu. Coz we know students tend to have a limit when i comes to listening to the teachers, so we giving something to talk about in the middle of studies to make them feel awake then belajar lagi"
-"Next year, we'll be covering the human geography, atu we know it's really common sense, inda baca apa apa pun buleh dapat mark jua, tapi jangan jua inda baca langsung K?"
-"I recommend lah to take the June coz.. you see, they can experiece how it's like in an O'level, and if everyone takes June, i can advance the studies by next year to fit in for the June"
Next is Cgu Mahfuz aka Mr.SpongeBob, Physics
-"Oh so, you're........Yasmin. yes come sit down."
-" I see you have improved in you Physics. Kinda shock pulang tu coz it's what....first time kan pass. Awu, coz i what i heard from the other students ani pun is their first time pass their physics"
-"I was told by the students that before i was teaching them, everything was bad, i can see no homeworks were givien, that's why HEHEHE next year...mesti siapkan homework atu ah"
-"I'm really happy to have her in my class, very attentive and a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up"
-"Yes, hopefully, i'll still be teaching them and hopefuly til the O'level, coz my aim is to get them to have at least a C+ or a B, B+ for the O'levels"
Next Miss Marivic, Computer
-"Aaayoo, i thought you mother was you sister, almost the same ah"
-"Aaaya i don't what happen to Yasmin~heheehe sometime she got high marks then sometime got low"
-"She can do better lah, try again and try hard next year ah"
Next is Cgu Alifah, Malay
(This OMG!! I can't believe it!! HOW DID I GET 83 FOR MY MALAY?!?!?! IMPOSSIBLE!!! I WANNA SEE THE PAPERS!! it's my first time i got and 83 for malay, that an A!!!!!! I never thought i'll get that, how did i get that?? Really!!! HOW????? i thought i did bad in my malay, i thought i got a passing grade!! HOW?!?!?!) *not speech, coz i was still shock how i got that high!!!!!*
Next is Miss Kong, Biology
-"Oh Yasmin, yes, she's really have a lot of potential in her, she just need to bring it up."
-"She helps alot in class too, like Akhmal helping with the teacher" *oh miss kong why you have to say it like that?? AHAHA*
-"I'm really loved having Yasmin in my class, don't worry she's a good student"
And that's the end, I saw Mirza waiting for Akhmal to end his session, i was still with Mom, called him to come and i walk away and he met my mom, AHAHA
" Hi, and you are?" -Mom
"I'm Mirza" -Mirza
"Oh, hi Mirza, nice to meet you then"- Mom
Ok how awkward is that???? AHAH i purposely left him coz i wanna see how he reacts AHAH how mean of me. Then lastly our group, Akhmal, Mirza, Ahmad and me, went from teacher to teacher. And even the principal, ZOIKS!!!! i know rite~ we! The students! meeting the pricipal on a PTM day! kinda out of autorization isn't it AHAHA
Last day and i'm happy to say that, i've spent it well with the Besties i need, gave the last Hi-5 to Mirza, looking at the class one last time picturing it like it was on the first day of school, all crowded and noisy....then that scene slowly fades away to reveal the quiet empty classroom as it is left now, walked the last distance to the main gate and said last school "bye bye" before going to the car. It's like you're leaving your home and you family behind. Kinda heart-break for me, coz i hate goodbyes and last days. But don't worry, i had in mind i'll meet them up again, no matter what =D <3>
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