Livin' The Vida Life

The country of the rising sun, the birth place of the samurai, where animes come easy and cosplay are just normal casual wear!! Yes! that Japan!! Ok the trip is really expensive so i think it gonna be the last time going there. Tho, if i study real hard and get a possible schollarship (mudahan lah Amin~) i might just go there.

So which part of Japan? you might ask?...no. Not Hokkaido the one that is located right on top (?? not sure) of Japan's point. No, i'm not going to that place. I'm going to the CITY!!! Yes it's ------------------------------>>>>>>>>

The city where massive crowds roam, fashionable people no matter what, extreme hairdo's, technologies everywhere and even Oooo i wanna be on this spot... even the Shibuya Junction. It's the famous huge zebra-crossing like thing in the middle of the city. WOW!! i better be carefull where i am, i don't wanna be lost in a city like that! ---------------------->>>

I can't believe it! My secretary Charlotte James was chatting with Firol Adzwan! Major No No!!
Those two are up to no good! A reporter and a secretary is really not a good combination at all.
I knw Charlotte worked at Akhmal Aiman Co. before, but i can't believe what the reporter Firol said! Is it true?????



The security camera that i just installed right before those two went chatting caught this on the laptop ---------------------------------->>>>>>>>>>>>





They almost look the same too!! Only some opposite, like the costume style...Firol....&......Charlotte?? Urghhhh! oh and look at the similarities!! They pout and the wear sunglasses!! Oh wow! no wonder they get along as besties.


I think they talked about us! As in me (the boss) & Akhmal (the other boss..AHAHAH) Ooooo i'm sure something bad is gonna happen.



*** GUYS!!! Author's Note; btw~ INFO!!! Ok so far that i know from what happened last night that Charlotte and Firol are good business buddies... they onced worked at Akhmal Aiman Co. But now that Charlotte is working for me and heck will i know where Firol is now (Paris~!) the getting connected again...which means.....OH NO!! OUR BUSINESS IS IN CRISIS!!


P.s I decided that my business with this Charlotte character will be a Fashion Magazine Publisher (F.M.P)...Charlotte is my other oposite side of me, so everything you don't see me it...it all goes to Charlotte James.

So, i know tomorrow is not raya yet. We didn't see the new moon, so that's mean puasa is still on for another day aannd *sniff* *tears* i wouldn't be here for the first day of raya *boohoo boohoo*


So let's see, okay...since people got too excited about raya, they had their last minute shopping spree. How do i know you ask? Well. I'm one of them. AHAHA


So, we just went shopping to buy some food for the week. But OMGEE!!! It's like in every Hua Ho place there's a traffic and limited parking space...especially Hua Ho Manggis...believe me..the queue for the parking under basement leads waay off the Hua Ho area and on to the road! Now seriously, that's what i called a LOOOOOONG queue! You know that Hua Ho Manggis has 2 basements right...so just imagine how many people are going there. Well, we (family) didn't shop at Manggis but at Delima...which has lower traffic jams and such,


But! When we wanted to shop...OMG this made me laughed a lot!! The trollies were FINISHED!! NONE LEFT!! now that's what i call business booming!! No trollies! Omg and it was really crowded...like crowded like in Pasar. That crowded. WOW! AHAH


We just went there to get the voucher (sp?) drinks...that too they almost ran out...the only drinks left were the Pepsi's, Coke's, Miranda's, Grass Jelly's and Soy Bean's ....we're trying to avoid Pepsi's and Coke's now...coz rumors for it's contains has been spreading throught the e-mail society..so it's just Grass Jelly's and Soy Bean's.



Then off to Supa Save Mabohai to get the other 2 voucher drinks.. just Season's Lemon Tea there. And there were monkeys there too!! I mean at the Supa Save jungle area, there were monkeys there!! So guy i guess there won't be any fizz drinks at my house next time. And there were monkeys at Supa Save!!....wait...have i mention that??



Then, sungkai decision....the restaurants were on "full house"! means fully booked! AHAH so japanese sungkai, that's what we had at Misato!! Favourite place for sushi...i give the thumbs up! But after that..i looked around, ladies were rushing to buy shoes at Vincci, Bata, Hoon's etc.. WOW it was really a last minute huh?


Well hope you guy will enjoy the last puasa day tomorrow and Raya on monday. Awww~ tata

Get to know me better. I just love the colour of dark purple and dark red~ i just hate the colour pink....it's just tooo uhhhh g~i~r~l~y uhhh YUCK! I love wearing my sunglasses, it's my favourite accesories (sp?) i wear it all the time just look at the picture!

I got some troubles spelling MASQUERADE here it took me 2 times!! I know i'm from London, but i'm seriously not really good in spelling big words. That's just my problem

See??? I wear them even when i'm wearing a mask..............

I wear it when i cram up for my studies. I cant' see from far so i put my spects over my shades. I think in this picture you can't see the spects but it's right above the sunglasses. See that shine?



Well..................except when i'm sleeping...I use a night mask for that and i lose the shades.



Lovely picture isn't it *sigh*. My speciality is in the big stories and updates on where abouts. Just pedicure the nails when Boss Akito is away. AHAHA She doesn't know i wrote this AHAHAH*cuts*


Akito: *twitch* Charrrrlllooootttee~~~ *twitch* What the hell *twitch* did you wrote???? *twitch*

CJ: *jumps in shock* Ummm Uhhh uhhhhhh *blocks screen* Uuhhh Nothing Miss!!

Akito: *Glares* *motioned "I'll Be Watching You"* *walks away*




Phweeee~~ that's too close..do you think she was?? well i'll keep i touch with you readers, that is if the "Boss" lets me. Tata for now. CJ out!




GUYS!!! Author's Note; guys to make sure Charlotte James character lives on...she has a fair british accent.

I really need the homeworks now! Seriously! Before this week ends. By the time i come back, surely i can't finish any of it. I would be away from this country and i can't bring this laptop. Why can't the teachers just send the homeworks earlier?? I don't have much time left.


Oh guys!


As in my bestfriends!


Please help me explain to teachers. If there is homework given after this week just chat with me during late nights. Please don't send SMS coz it would be very costly for just 1 SMS ($1 for each sms away from country).


So please help me, just tell me if there's any homework when i'm away and just tell me by chatting. Thanks Buddies!!

In the waayyy early morning, around what?? 1 am?? or is it 2 + that time. He scared the tears out of me! I jumped too! AHah Poor Business man, got raped and kidnapped AHAHA Nice pix Mal~!

Ok off to upload my pic to FB. Be sure to do it those i tagged hee~

Hey readers, glad you're here. I'm putting my blogging days to the next level. I'm joining The Storytellers Series. First founded by Iffy. Made it to improve English skills. So being just bored at home waiting for the homework to come. I have to release my urge to write stories..you can see that from 1 big story, i made it into 3 posts. Not a good sign for me. I miss writing stories.....ow gawd no!!!! Battery is getting low!!


Ok, my primary expertise in The Storytellers Series would be in a Teen Romance section, Fantasy section (aka...kinda friction...not fantasy fantasy...just friction fantasy) and Adventure section. So you guys we'll know that it's my story you're reading AHAH Okay i really got to go. Battery is giving up on me. Ok thanks for your support guys!! Luv ya! ;)

Ok, i promise this is going to be the last post about Kanye. The story is just too big that it takes 2 days to get the whole story out.



So, i recently heard this from my dad, guess what he said.....



i laughed as i couldn't believe what he said! AHAH



Seriously....OBAMA?!? To Kanye?!?! Jackarse?!!?


OUCH i would say. Whoa Kanye, you majorly out done yourself. Even the "president of the united states" (Ahaha sounds like from Cory in The House xD) say that you were a jackarse back there at the VMA's. If you tell me that's no shame...then sorry~, i don't what can be the most embarrassing thing for you anymore.


You just got PAWNED by the Big Man. You just made a mistake of your career life Kanye. Your reputation, *sigh* i don't think even a No 1 single from you could make people forget what you did. Just hope you realized that already.

We lost another celebrity again this year. Patrick Swayze lost his battle with pancreatic cancer. May he rest in peace and i give my symphaties (sp?) to his family.

Sorry, it's like i didn't support you that much Mr. Swayze. Though i only watched Dirty Dancing and Ghost which you starred in. You can ensure that those movies gives thumbs up from me.

R.I.P Patrick Swayze

***GUYS!!! Author's Note; ok, i'm sorry for those Kanye West fans out there reading this, but seriously he needs to put himself together again.....like Humpty Dumpty. And...please if there was a wrong information regarding President Obama's comment on Kanye then i'm really sorry...i didn't mean to create a rumor but i saw this on the internet too. And also, sorry about the picture if it's not nice for you rader but it's the only nice picture of him smiling you know without copying my friend's picture... hope ya readers understand yea?

I noticed that after i posted on my blog about the Kanye & Taylor incident, 2 of my friends posted out the same topic. I don't know if that's a coincidence or one of them just copied from me. You know who you are AHAH


So, let me see. News Flash!!! History came back from the dead and hell was it mad! History went MSN and found out that Kanye dissed it's favourite singer, Taylor Swift. Boy, it's was mad! History knew, but not Hitler. Hitler is a number 1 fan of Taylor Swift. Here's how history break the news to him. Awww~ poor Hitler

Look Kanye!! Even Hitler is mad at you. AAHAHAHA seriously?!?! Hitler?!?! A fan of Taylor. Looks like someone hates ya Kanye.

Fix yourself, get into rehab, get back fresh BOY!

If you guys catch up with Hollywood news or have been watching E!, then you must have heard this already.




Yes, he did, and it was at the VMA's when they were giving out the winner (Taylor) for best female music video. Here's the video of the event down there------------------------>>

THAT, so just too rude! Come on Kanye, i know you're drunk, people saw you drunk. But come on, let this girl enjoy her moment. And it's her FIRST award okay. Jezz Kanye, go to rehab and fix your attitude!

Kanye, you know.... you basically ruin EVERYTHING for EVERYBODY....hmmm should i list it down for ya??

1) Like i said just now, it was Taylor's first award....FIRST! And she's still young in her career and you went on that stage creating the worst experience of her life time. I ensure you that Taylor will NEVER forget what you did on that night. What you did was un-neccesary. Actually, i bet she's gonna write a song about this, that's her way of writing a song you know. Tsk tsk tsk

2) You dare to go up on that stage and used Beyonce's name to make a reason that Taylor doesn't deserve the award she was given?? Utter disgrace Kanye, utter disgrace. I bet Beyonce felt soooooo embarrassed that you said something like that Kanye. Even though her expression was "WTH?!?!? SERIOUSLY!" i can tell she was really embarrassed by you, Kanye.

3) The VMA's was also a tribute to the late King Of Pop Michael Jackson and his sister, Janet was hoping it to be a memoriable event too. Yet, still you just ruin it for her hope too. Don't you feel guilty that you did something that needs twice the thinking?

Don't get it wrong, but you did all of this. Feel shame for yourself. I know you wouldn't like it if someone interupts your acceptance speech for your first or just make it more dramatic, your AWARDS for anything and that someone told everyone that someone should deserve it way more than you. Common sense isn't it, you would HATE it. It's same goes to everyone. We all are humans you know. Yet again, you didn't have the right to do so such a thing.

Look, i think you're just jealous that your songs didn't make it through, so you went boozing and created a commotion. If you are drunk, don't move and just stay in that place and get drunk all you like. Just don't move about and ruin things here and there. I know you apologized on Twitter but, i think from that night, i think you have lesser fans now. Guess thats the price you pay for being too much in your world huh?

P.S---- Kanye, you got what you wished for, Beyonce did get the Best Music Video Of The Year...but when she recived it...mann was she embarrassed. But she still got the guts to bring Taylor up to have her "Moment" again.

****Kanye, i liked your songs, but sorry, after what you did to other celebrities...i guess your songs just can't get into my ears anymore.

I'm so damn happy and so much more excited than before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My questions are literally answered!!


Heeeee~~~ i just joined the Mythbusters webpage! I never thought i would or even COULD! Everytime i watch the Mythbusters series on Discovery channel i always have questions regarding on what was aired and what possibility can happen. Also, some questions from discoverys i kinda found, but i sure somebody found it first.


I tried my luck just now,


1) about water and whiskey, both is separate shot glasses, and just a card to make it the transfer of water to whiskey's shot glass happen....i also link this video so they can explain for me------>

2) Another one about something i read in an e-mail. About a woman died after eating shrimps with amounts of Vit C, and she bled through her eyes, nose, mouth and ears.

A few minutes later i got a reply for my post and i kinda got the answer (i think). I was really excited when "they" (senior members) answered my questions. Now i'm off to find another myth to ask AHAH

Sorry, i didn't post anything for the last 2 days (i think). I got troubles here and there and it seems endless. Yesterday was the start of another holiday. I know is a YAY for most of the students but it's a NO for me. I'm different, people always ask me "Why rather go to school than to be at home relaxing?" well, my answer..."More fun!"






You know readers, before i was never like this, loving school so much that you rather go to school than to be at home "sleeping". This character just started this year. Previous year i wasa being a rebel. Not finishing up work, ignoring the teachers and sometimes break rules.



But early this year, i've made a resolution, to study hard and like the school the way it is. It's my goal towards the end. I'm a bit regretful that i only got 2 A's for the PMB i could have gotten 3 but my laziness kicks in. That's why i made school my goal.


Even though form 4 is another huge difference for studies...and nowadays it's more harder to understand the subjects, like my usual subjects English, last year, once i got a 90% on the paper but now it's an average or a passing grade. I can see the obvious, the studies are getting harder. I know that, but i'm trying my best to catch up. In the afternoons, or morning for Fridays, i revise some subjects for approximately 2 hours, toilet breaks in between. But usually, revising doesn't help me that much, it's always
"In the other, Out the other" it's can't be helped i think.



To me school is the best place to revise, all the answers needed is just in front of our eyes, only we have to ask them......now, i guess i'm just counting down the days till schools reopens.

Gluttony..............Greed...........&.........Sloth

Pride; High sense of the worth of one's self or one's own or a pleasure taken in the contemplation of these things.

Envy; Envy typically involves two people, and jealousy typically involves three people.

Lust; Craving for self-indulgent

Wrath; Uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger.

Gluttony; Over-indulgence and over-consumption of food & drink to the point of waste.

Greed; Desire to possess more than what one needs or deserves, especially with respect to material of wealth.

Sloth; An actual state of indifference, putting off what was asked to do, or not doing it or anything at all.

After reading back what i posted and thinking back the truths. I pronounce my sin (s) *yes that's right sinS* they are.......

Envy

and

Wrath

It's really obvious if you read back, i'm always envious and wrath is my other option.

Well, that the finale for My 7 Sins series and there won't be more of sins for now on.

Leave the past behind with history and go out with present and future!! =)

*** GUYS!!! Author's Note; hey peeps, yup it's the end of the series. I like that picture up there. From ANTM! & I got it from Akhmal on a discount rate. Wanna say Thanks soooo much Akhmal, for sharing the photos with me. I love that picture!! =)

Also known as anger or "rage", it may be described as uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings can manifest denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial and the desire to seek revenge and generally wishing to do evil.


The transgressions born of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder, assault, and in extreme cases, genocide. Wrath is the only sin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self-interest. Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite". In its original form, the sin of wrath also encompassed anger pointed internally rather than externally.



Wrath; i confess, i do have this sin. But not so aggresive until i wanna kill somebody. Just the minor things, like the urge to hit or swear. Yes i do have this. Usually couple of time in a week but for a reason.


When i get real fustrated about someone, i always need to crack my fingers just to put away all that stress and anger away. All the time, this happens. Sometimes, to tell the truth when i got really really mad, a strong push to my lil' sis. Sorry, but i can't help it that time, she was above the level.


The things that always pisses me off are...

*People who disagrees with the REAL TRUE fact
*People messing around with the schedule
*People that failed my trust in them
*People who naggs too much
* People who blames me on everything
*People who sees me as a dump


I don't like those kinds of people, it just fustrates (sp?) me so much...But now i begin to control my bad emotions...Blogger helps me! But when things gets over the boundary, then that's when it will all come out!


So peeps, watch out...don't piss me off! AHAH

He wasn't there to hear it. Ok this is going to be simple. So today as some of you might already know, is the last day of school and into another holiday with nothing to do, but an extra....Raya is on the way soo~ there's something to do afer all. So last day, most of us came to school except Izy and....guess who?......................AKHMAL!!!!


His problem...

-He fell from the bed............................... and hit the carpet with a nice ending pose. Look he even got his fuzzy slippers on!! AHAHA~

Ok pretty much i told a certain "someone" on the updates....so there nothing to talk about that again.. we just had the normal lesson, only..english got skipped AGAIN because we were told to attend a ceremony at the primary's hall aaand that's where we got our candies and flower AHAHA!.

So Akhmal, while you were at home minding your own business, me and Neena made parodies of songs just for you AHAHA It might be true. Please know the song so you will get the parody =).

And we all know it's lame~ but we were bored just now AHAH

Version 1-Yesterday

Yesterday,

Akhmal told me to come to school today,

I agreed to him anyway,

Oh i believe, i yesterday~

Suddenly,

Akhmal didn't come to school today,

But i came to school anyway,

Oh yesterday, seem suddenly

Why, he didn't come,

I don't know,

He didn't say~

I did, something wrong~ now i long for yesterday-ay-ay-ay

Yesterday

[repeat all til' Iffy kills you *she's annoyed when me and neena sang this again & again during maths]

Version 2- In the Morning (Shalalalala~)

Ma na na na na~

Ma na na Si Akhmal today,

Oh oh~

Mo na na na na~

Mana kan Si Akhmal ane~

[repeat until it's in your head]

Version 3- It's My Life*Bon Jovi* (Where's Akhmal?)

Where's Akhmal?!

It's now or never,

I ain't gonna be here forever,

I just wanna go to sleep again~

Where's Akhmal?!

Version 4- I wanna miss a thing

I wanna close my eyes,

I wanna go to sleep,

Coz' Akhmal's not here

And i wanna miss a thing.

If my study's on the line

I don't give a damn about it

Coz' Akhmal;s not here

And I'm gonna kill him today-ay~

Version 5- Poker Face

Where is he? Where is he?

Oh where could Akhmal be today?

I don't know, He didn't tell me

He could be, He could be

He could be at home lying lazily~

Boo~ Akhmal you ditched me (us)

Ma-na-na-na-na-na ia, Ma na na ia????

The first song sound like someone's being ditched!! ahah! NICE!!...well that all for now this afternoon, i'm planning to have another marathon and a finale for the "My 7 Sins"

tata~

is defined as spiritual or actual state of indifference, putting off what was asked to do, or not doing it or anything at all.



Sloth can also concern wasting due to lack of use, expanding into almost any person, place, thing, skills, or intangible ideal that would require maintenance, refinement, or support to continue to exist



Sloth; i actually thought it was something to be lazy at, but it's actually a sin, a sin that you commit to your religeon(sp?). When lazyness takes over your deeds. Hmmm~ sloth, i do have some experiences. Let's divide this "Sloth" into two, religeon(sp?) and personality.



Religeon(sp?), yes i do experience this, tho many times. I know we must embrace (pray) to Allah S.W.T everyday, 5 times...but i always kinda miss the Subuh prayer and sometimes in the late afternoons. I know that's kinda bad. I always have tried to payback some of the prayers i missed. But i only achive some....well gonna do it when i find the time ;) (please don't get this wrong)



Personality; this, i think almost everybody can relate to right? Sloth, the one i thought was a term for lazyness (guess it's still it). You will always get that feeling of not wanting to do something you are told to do. That always happens to me, especially for school works. Usually for homeworks i leave it behind til the last minute, that is...if i know that answer to the questions but if so the questions are hard i would do that 1 day before due.


And the fact of revising for tests, it would be asured it's up to the last minute. It's not because i'm lazy....well actually it is but you get the point. I just can't remember anything if i revise my studies a week before the test. I can't remember that much after revising different subject after that. So~ last minute is always for me...well except for if it's an exam i would be revising a week before it. Coz...well it's EXAM! ahaahah but for others i don't mind doing it on that day.



It's just school work for me. ;).....so now tell me why you consider your sin a sloth? As you can see, this is my reason. Sloth can be my sin too but let's see it's range in the FINALE and see what's my true sin is...




***GUYS!!! Author's note; hey there, so here it is Akhmal, it's Sloth...sorry not much, i can't think much of it. And i didn't know sloth's real meaning...Sorry again =)

Ignore the "perfect" in the title.


I know, nobody's perfect, everyone makes mistakes, everyone has those days, everyone knows what, what i'm takin' about?, everybody gets that way. So there, nobody's perfect.



So, today was the rehearsal again, but now.....without Ckgu Azlina and Ckgu Emmie (they got transfered.. "good luck cikgu(s), we're gonna miss you!").



To tell the obvious, we really need them. Our first attempt (sp?) was really really bad!! I really don't like it, our 2 solos weren't there. So i had to do it, even so, it felt like i'm the only one voicing out for the girls and i can hear Akhmal is like the only one voicing out for the boys. Pratically everything went wrong. 1st, 2nd song made me really fustrated.



Then our drama was cancled...due to the main character (vanished in fat air AHAH) so yeah that's another let down. Then the raya song, mann i was really against this, the primary teacher told us that the primarys would sing first....so what??? What the hell are we going to do when they're singing??? What?? sway from side to side without moving our lips?? People can see ok! Then we sang the last part...so what now? The primarys were singing along with us. why can't we just sing together and make it a really lively song, jezz no need to seperate the secondarys away from the primarys...we're still under the same school you know.


It was kinda depressing tho, that attempt. But someone must have brought something lucky today, coz we were asked to have a 2nd attempt. That, was a relief. Add up to the luck, one of our solos came(f3) , i guess she got class so, i guess she can be excused. It went up good, waaay much better than the first attempt. Give the thumbs and toes ups!



But still.......we really need Ckgu Azlina's and Ckgu Emmie's motivation here. It could have been soooo much a smoother ride than what we experienced just now. Well futher notice, said that there's gonna be some change in the stage arrangements, and the real full pratice on the 28th, 29th & 30th.



GUYS!!!!!!!!! please please forgive me!! I can't attend on the 28th. I won't be back by then. Please forgive me, i tried my best to come home early but it's either that or i won't be there for the 28th AND the 29th. So please understand this situation. Once again, i'm sorry.

...is, depending upon context, either a high sense of the worth of one's self or one's own or a pleasure taken in the contemplation of these things. One definition can be said "the love of one's own excellence."




Pride is sometimes viewed as a sin , sometimes as a virtue. While some philosophies consider pride a profound virtue, most world religions consider it a sin.


In Islam, pride is forbidden as well. According to a narration from Muhammad S.A.W, he said:






Pride; i think this sin has the pros and the cons and that we should take care of it. Let's see now....


The pros; pride, there's also another meaning to it, like in the term "Your family's PRIDE". In that sentence, it usually means the family's name or reputation towards the public. It's really adviceable to protect the family's pride and also some of yours as well....so people won't think you lost your dignity(sp?) or instead create humiliation towards public. But.....



The cons; pride also means arrogance(sp?) or being too proud of youself. To tell the truth, i don't like that kind of people, they normaly think of themself the best among others and they tend to show it off. Kinda annoying, sometimes they over do those arrogant things aaand basically make it annoying.


For me, pride is not my sin, i don't like boasting myself and become arrogant...it's just shameful for me. But also, i have to protect my family's pride and so as mine so AHAH i don't lose my dignity.


You think you have the sin of Pride, try converting that arrogant character into protecting something important...which is respect.




*** Guys, author note!; sorry for the unsual late post of this series. It's because, these few days (2 actually =) ) i've been really tired, been sleeping late, I mean LATE, like late in 1 am or 3 am. I can't sleep! Somethings been bothering me and i can't help not worrying about it. Last night stayup was, Yes, i was worried but it's for the rehearsal today, OH the rehearsal today! I think i wanna put that in the next post. I think tonight's gonna be a post marathon. Just to make up for you guys. ;)

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Enjoyed it?!?!? Well Good! (Y)

Greed; i think i was told when i was young to avoid this sin entirely (sp?) and i think i did. I mean seriously. I don't ask for more. It's like giving a bad reputation of youself if you ask for more. Especially money. I feel really bad asking for money, know that i still have some left and i ask for more...that just ain't me at all...i actually rather don't buy anything unless it's a need like food or clothes...not books or stationery...tho it's really tempting but i try to avoid greed. I personally think greed is the worst sin you can ever have. It's like you are not thankful of what you have now.



So, i think i should say, i've experience greed before. Well, it was because of stationery. Stationery...i think it's my addiction. Everytime if i go to a stationery shop where they sell all those pens, markers, inks, pencils, brushes, paints, sicssors, paper, glitters, glue...uhhh overboard there.



See what i mean, even just talking about it make wanna go to Bismi or HuaHo. Stationery is my biggest addiction. Sometime i wish i could buy one of each stationery there is!! Such a bad example. Sometimes i buy pens without a reason...usually my reason is "The ink is going to finish" or "The other pen no good" but at the end...well of course i used it untill it can't spill ink anymore. But when i buy pens, i know i still have more in my pencil case.



So now i'm trying to cut down on the stationery. Oh yeah...i guess my friends must know this by now...in school, my favourite pencil case is Reena's. Her's it like a shop in 1 small bag...but most of the pens lost it's usage so i guess now it's either Neena with the big pencil case with mostly blue pens in it or~ Akhmal's simple pencil case with a few pens, pencils, eraser etc...it's really a simple pencil case. Oooo this means i've been looking in to people's pencil cases!! Aaaand my story is getting out of topic, i better stop. I suddenly think i can make a whole paragraph on "My Addiction" composition!!



Greed; never own it; it leads to bad reputation.