I Wasn't In Any Mood

The title says all. These past few days i've been in no mood at all, nothing cheers me up. After when i heard the news. I was frustrated, confused and most of all miserable. I can't sleep well, dreams were just re-runs of the fun days i had. I have this nervous feeling as the days passed. I feel like i know what's going to happen and i won't like it very much. But my friends say go with the flow...i tried.



Unfortunately the frustration is still there every time i think just a hint of it. The frustration became bigger. Yes, i can tell you, i was mad with somebody, mad for a reason i don't understand. I don't want to tell that person why i was mad, it's just a waste of time and things can be bad for our friendship. I got it out of my way for awhile. Del helped but it didn't last long. That frustartion was still in my heart, i posted out on Twitter that i want this frustration to be gone before the school camp on the 8th.



The thing that kept me happy for awhile and just stop thinking about the problem. It's
GLEE!


The meaning is "great delight" no wonder it made me happy. Glee is a new sitcom. It's like High School Musical but more matured and hell lot more fun and wayyy lot more catchy.


All different types of people ie. "gay" (sorry if offended), physicaly impaired, jocks, self centred, dumb blonde (hehe sorry), Asians and cheerleaders too. The characters are like inspiration to all people. Their songs are from the charts they just make it abit of broadway style choir. One of their songs that always make me happy no matter what and i've listen to it for 15times now on my itunes is the song i have for my blog. The song that startle you everytime you visit my blog now, that's the song. I just LAV it so much! It's damn meaningful, name? "Lean On Me" *hearts all over*




Anyway i gave that song to one of my best friends as a message, (you know who you are, i can't put your name up coz eyes are reading ;D ) AHAHA i kinda laughed alil with the first reply. Then he/she got the message. Finally. Then there was a sudden abit long awkwardness...frustration building up. Then it came with a calling question. I answered and the whole converstation lead to a heart2heart convo. I became a nervous wreck during the whole chat. It helped a little, but the one i told wasn't the real one. Sorry, but i'm it did help a little. But just remember this (you know who you are) keep what i told you and never let it go even one bit. I gave you the full detail and i trust you to keep it safe.



This post was originaly for my frustrations......but looking back at my ending, i want it as a thankyou post to you. Tho it looks like not much of a thankyou in the post, but really..you gave me the comfort of my life.



Thankyou again ='D

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